I truly believe I was in a relationship with a sociopath. What was left of me after him… for lack of better words he left me utterly destroyed. My self esteem now is no where like it used to be. Now men lust after me and I’m left wondering how they could be crazy enough to want me. I now tell myself that my ex doesn’t define my worth. He really doesn’t. He neglected me and failed to see the beauty in me. He lost out on what could have been the love of his life. I was so devoted to him it’s pathetic. Now when men call me beautiful I fake it til I make it.