Cloudy mind

I’ve lost so much to drugs. I’m starting to believe. I truly am powerless over my addiction. I fell off the wagon. Getting back on wasn’t an issue. It’s staying on that’s hard. Especially when I have nothing to numb my pain. Thoughts… Memories of past mistakes torment me. I can’t go back. Everyone is expecting that.

One thought on “Cloudy mind

  1. I can’t say that I know how you feel, because I have never been addicted to drugs. I have been addicted to food, sex, gambling…always trading one addiction for another. We all do things we shouldn’t just to numb the pain. Just live day to day…sometimes minute to minute. Do the best that you can. Reach out for help when you need it. There are people out here who care. Don’t forget that.

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