Everyone grieves differently…
I have never felt this knot in my chest and throat so tight it’s hard to breathe.
Have never felt so much pain inside that I literally can’t move.
Burst into involuntary tears more times these past few days than I ever have in … Ever.
First time crying uncontrollably on a train. Thank you sunglasses.
I haven’t slept. I have no desire to eat.
Grief is plaguing me. I just want to feel alive again. I don’t want to miss my life. I want to be living it. I don’t want to love anyone anymore. Just for now.
The pain is unbearable.
Fuck you mind of mine for making my emotions so unbearable.
Bpd is no joke I feel like I’m being skinned alive while watching all my loved ones leave me.
I suppose the only way out is through.
Hope I make it