The spear in my side

That moment when you have to learn to accept reality (or perceived reality in my case my own perceptions are all I have to go on as he is stonewalling). It sucks. It hurts. I fight with all I have because i don’t want it to ever be over. Is it over? I don’t know . There are so many things I don’t know about him I wonder if I could call it a relationship at all. It makes me sad. For split seconds it makes me resentful but mostly sorrow is what tortures me. It’s not his fault it’s not mine either. We both had to change. I was unskilled and it wasn’t priority to him. It is what it is. I have no other option but to learn to adapt to this

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