Roller coaster of emotion BPD in summary

So as you can see many ups and downs. 

Right now I feel compelled to ask why. What need was I not fulfilling and why can’t we reach this deeper level of connection I craved? I don’t want him to change or be anything other than what he is. I just want him to let me in. Perhaps I am too late . Perhaps I should move on and find someone who will because I’m exhausted and beaten down. 

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