Facing my fears

Not quite sure if I’ve mentioned this but it explains a ton for me and probably for you all as well I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder. From what I read it pretty much tells me I’m going to be divorced /single for the rest of my life. No one is going to want to put up with my chaotic behavior. I don’t blame them. I can’t help but feel miserable because no one but BPD sufferers understand how torturous this is. I lost the love of my life to an episode. Mourning now. I hate this I wish I could cure it now. But Dialectical behavior therapy is in my future so there is hope. Can’t help it…. I miss him so much. He was it for me. Don’t know how I will get through but I will. Facing my fear of being alone. It sucks but not as horrible as I thought it would be.  😭

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