If you knew how much pain you put me through … You’d work with me. I take full responsibility for my crazy destructive impulsive mania. Yes I did it because I have no control of my emotions. Now as I emotionally bleed to death. Only one thing to say. I hope you come you will regret throwing this away if you don’t. Money can be made its replaceable. I am not. Let me bleed and I won’t be here to love you when you decide to come “around”. Kills me inside but I can’t take the pain anymore.